Monday, May 18, 2015

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on 13 april 2015. 
11:55am
the one that i really really really really really really love after my family, past away.

its hurt.
i'm lost.
i literally died.
i can't feel my viens.
my tears doesn't stop.
my heartbeat became slower.
i want to die too.

but i can't.
it's not my time yet.
i have to wait & get ready for it.
Allah knows when.
i don't.

i'm alright.



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dear nik azri,
its been a month.
i reaaaaalllllllly miss you, sayang.
you are in better place now.
i tell you everything when i see you soon.
very soon.
i cant wait.

but,

i feel so alone now.
and i'm alright.
because i'm not.

dear nik azri,
i know you can hear me there.
i reaaaaalllllllly miss you, sayang.
i meet you soon.

dear nik azri,
i'm sorry.

AL-FATIHAH

AINA AIREENA BINTI AZHAR
KUAT !